We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Power Dynamics

by Modern Drugs

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $13 USD  or more

     

1.
No Dead Air 03:17
measure love what’s on the radio cycle hurts you don’t know why write your life alongside the radio scribe your sins to the satellites white noise prayers no dead air if it’s modulated right i’d feel it on the inside play it back and synthesize you’ll feel it on the inside calling out words on the telephone signals cross you don’t know why operate together we’re all alone scream your sins to the satellites twisted tongues won’t hold on if i modulate it right you’ll feel it on the inside play it back and synthesize i’ll feel it on the inside
2.
now and then it feels like it’s forever since i called you friend feels like it’s forever since you called and when this magnificent endeavor is approaching end fleeting from our fingers as you once again navigating isolation time arrives i contemplate the way you saw through untarnished eyes all the things you positively recognize filling up your heart the only worthy prize of following the whimsy of the wise and then you take yourself completely by surprise this heart these lungs this temporary form to hold these bones can i touch you anymore this heart these lungs the space i occupy can’t get out of my mind now and then it feels like it’s forever since i called you friend feels like it’s forever since you called and when this magnificent endeavor is approaching end bleeding from your fingers as you once again feels like it’s forever since you called this heart these lungs this temporary form to hold these bones can i touch you anymore this heart these lungs the space i occupy
3.
i don’t wanna listen to the words you say even when you make me the hero everything looks better when you’re far away i can’t breathe when you’re near every thought that’s in my head will come out wrong whatever you hear is right stuck together in a place we don’t belong no one’s winning this fight i set the stage and kill the lights do we work it out or play it nice i don’t even wanna share the air you breathe even if i’m suffocating it’s as if you’re waiting in a line to leave so why are you hesitating if we could return to how it was before didn’t we used to be friends i would play the soldier who avoids the war baby we reached the end we already know where it’s gonna lead and you’re acting like my heart don’t bleed it seems like i knew you then but i don’t know now and it all feels too real when i say it out loud staring down the choice between the heart and head both of them dislocated we could only go as far as we were led couldn’t anticipate it wondering if holding on was worth our time i don’t think i’d wanna relive it now i get that you were never really mine if it was a gift you’d give it severing all the tangled wires pouring the fuel to feed the fire
4.
this moment everywhere i look is love abstraction always proves to be enough fading ego zoomin’ in and out of view points of perspective parallax and you can choose we’re always climbin’ up the walls what is truth and what is false you’ve got this pretty image in your head no matter everybody winds up dead further out you find life is but a dream it’s the blanket truth concerning you & me we’re always bouncin’ off the walls of what is truth and what is false life in the dark is so lonely life doesn’t have to be lonely gather all that matters burn it for your own light
5.
poking holes in the wall you can hang it up or let it fall don’t mean nothing at all when you’re looking down from ten feet tall you cover me but i still shiver pull me under so i can’t breathe you’re standing up but you won’t deliver the one thing that brings me to my knees no particular time when i was yours and you were mine i was doin’ just fine when i tried to look i was blind you cover me but i still shiver pull me under so i can’t breathe you’re standing up but you won’t deliver the one thing that brings me to my knees
6.
High Voices 04:38
don’t put your head in a vice you’ll waste your time while i’m here wrangling mine you and your friends you go out every night you talk in high voices don’t get your heart in a bind you slow the pace and only occupy space you and your friends you get so excited you talk in high voices maybe i’m tryin’ not to be someone else but i couldn’t quite convince myself taking my time versus taking the bait it’s not an argument i’m willing to make you and your friends talk in high voices don’t ask for any advice you know so well that shit’s too easy to sell you and your friends you go out and you fight and talk in high voices don’t you go right out of your mind it’s getting late so get your story straight you and your friends you go out every night and talk in high voices
7.
this atmosphere has got me feelin’ like a hurricane that churning pressurized depression’s eye between our brains you’re keeping records of the wreckage all the words we said you drag unseen behind the screen of what was in your head i know you think it’s done but it’s not so although you hid the bones your secrets show you pull me a little bit closer when you reach out a little bit closer and your self-doubt hits a little bit closer to my heart i push you a little bit further when i reach out a little bit further and it burns out just a little more fire in my heart your inner demons got you feelin’ like you’re twice your age you lost your dream and kept it seems your screamin’ teenage rage i’m shredding records of the wreckage just to clear my head decreasing pressure in the ledger ‘til the memory’s dead conceal the pain we feel but it’s still ours we can’t just hide what time has left in scars
8.
i can feel the days blending trending dragging me behind when i think of all the lives ending takes me right out of my mind and is it just the same when you roll through just what will you find undeniably mundane insane refrain right out of your mind you get out of the car and run you and your sister you’re not having fun you get out of the car and run ooooh you had to give your faith did you have to also give them mine you turn it through the lathe prostrate mandate that they fall in line and if they don’t comply restrain retrain virtue redefined i knew about you long before i saw your face i feel like i’m starting to doubt you in this empty space i know this world is changing and it’s never the same place but you’re not alone you’re not alone you get out of the car and
9.
Weekend 03:40
i can feel your touch i think you know what i’m talkin’ about you’re the only one who ever knows what i’m talkin’ about signals vibrate up above the atmosphere sounds that only you and i can overhear catch the waves and meet me in the overtones together but we feel so alone tell me ‘bout your weekend did you stay in or did you go out to see what everyone was up to fighting through the noise you find the cracks in the chaos below safety hatch deployed we’re operatin’ in a fantasy zone hear the call to find me if i disappear safely hidden right behind a thin veneer tune out all the talkin’ heads in monotone letting go of all that you own tell me ‘bout your weekend did you stay in or did you go out to see what everyone was up to did you stay in and watch a movie or were you adventurous
10.
Underground 03:37
i woke up today with a hunger to feed indulging an itch an everlasting need almost human perpetual machines cogs cranking content behind the scenes you can shout all your thoughts into the echo chamber it will fill you up and always let you down i wanna put my head in the underground just anything to keep out all the sound i wanna put my head in the underground we think we’re connected as we’re pulling the plug divided reflected is it ever enough we think we’re together but we’re still choosing teams soul sucking silence behind the screams you can shout all your thoughts into the echo chamber it will fill you up and always let you down standing on top of the world standing on the bones at the bottom
11.
this alternative universe wasn’t something i could rehearse try to stay apart and keep it together tired eyes and a laugh sighing behind the mask posturing pacing secret embracing recycled air illusions i once embraced consequences of sharing space absence of touch becomes too much for one to bear looking for breathing room has it all been consumed wondering when is it the end is it forever and it’s so hard to stay inside finding a new routine every night it’s so hard to be alive and not question everything it’s so hard to stay inside i could either fall behind fall apart i could fall in love or just fall right out of my mind alone with your photographs digital epitaphs digressing deleting retracing retreating again and again someone you used to know living on video frozen expressions faulty connections do i remember i think i’ve figured it out i scream and i shout i get in my way it keeps me in the dark i try to strike a spark i only kill the flame i let the monster in and let my ego win and now i don’t know why
12.
Headlights 04:41
how can i work harder when it’s been so long finding all the answers when the question’s all wrong and i need you to see that i need you throwing everything i got against the wall how can you keep taking when i’ve given it all when you need me see how you bleed me you can’t get up you drag me down you feel so alone how can i work harder when it’s been so long finding all the answers when the question’s all wrong and i need you to see that i need you throwing everything i got against the wall how can you keep taking when i’ve given it all when you need me to see how you bleed me you can’t get up you drag me down you feel so alone put down and stoned when you get lost who’ll drive you home i see you flash the headlights you know i feel it in my bones when you start to lose control how can i work harder when it’s been so long finding all the answers when the question’s all wrong and i need you to see that i need you throwing everything i got against the wall how can you keep taking when i’ve given it all when you need me see how you bleed me you can’t get up you drag me down you feel so alone put down and stoned when you get lost who’ll drive you home i see you flash the headlights
13.
There's an army on the dance floor It's a fashion with a gun, my love In a room without a door A kiss is not enough in Love my way, it's a new road I follow where my mind goes, they'd put us on a railroad They'd dearly make us pay for laughing in their faces and making it our way There's emptiness behind their eyes, there's dust in all their hearts They just want to steal us all and take us all apart, but not in Love my way, it's a new road I follow where my mind goes Love my way, it's a new road I follow where my mind goes Love my way, it's a new road I follow where my mind goes, so swallow all your tears, my love And put on your new face You can never win or lose, if you don't run the race Yeahhh, yeahhh, yeahhh Aw ooh, aw ooh, aw ooh, aw ooh

about

Power Dynamics, the debut album from Modern Drugs, is a power pop collection built on a foundation of indie rock, synth pop, and new wave. Punchy, interlocked guitars and an authoritative rhythm section, laced with keyboard countermelodies, complement soaring lead vocals and rich, multi-voiced harmonies. Concise, accessible, and emotionally candid, these 12 songs deliver a rock and roll gut punch balanced with a sparkly dose of danceable pop.

credits

released March 29, 2024

Modern Drugs is Ryan Groff, Alan Honeycutt,
Cara Maurizi, Mallory Simonds, & Jim Standerfer

Songs written & performed by Modern Drugs with Jonas Standerfer

Produced by Modern Drugs

Engineered by Modern Drugs & James Treichler

Mixed, mastered, and additional production by Anthony Gravino at
High Cross Sound, Urbana, IL
(“High Voices” mixed by James Treichler)

Additional production & engineering by
Jonas Standerfer & Larry Gates

Recorded at
Perennial Sound Studio, Champaign, IL
Earth Analog, Tolono, IL,
Wave Upon Wave, Champaign, IL

Cover art and design by Mallory Simonds

Thank you to Jody Groff, Maria Cynthia Anderson, Eric Beckley, Dylan Simonds, Mary Derbish, Fen and everyone else who loves & supports us. We couldn’t do it all without you.

Original cover art photo submitted by Della Perrone with the following notes:

This photo is of my mother, Cornelia Johanna vanDaatselaar Perrone. Her nickname – provided when she was an infant and her name her entire life – was Poppy. It’s how she signed her paintings and what she answered to. The negatives for this series of photos were unmarked, undated, but I know they were taken just before WWII and I am pretty sure they were taken at Achensee (which also goes by the nickname Fjord of the Alps) in the Austrian district of Tyrol. There are men in the other photos taken on this day, all athletic, young and strong like my mother. Poppy was Dutch and we know the photos were pre-WWII because the men existed – she lost all of her male friends to the war either fighting against the Nazi regime, or resisting their attempts to draft them to their cause. She lost her chance to swim in the Olympics (she had qualified) and, like so many Europeans, she really lost everything when the war started. I’ve always treasured this photo of her; strong, balanced, brave over waters unknown. Her incredible strength has inspired my entire life though I don’t know that I ever had her courage.

She didn’t talk much about the war – she preferred to keep those memories/nightmares buried and never revisited. After the war, she readily left Europe with my father (an American corporal serving in military government) for the USA. A positive person in every way, she made a new life, new memories, and a new family. She was remarkable.

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Modern Drugs Champaign, Illinois

We write purposeful, danceable, hook-laden power pop!

contact / help

Contact Modern Drugs

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

If you like Modern Drugs, you may also like: